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• I Tested Positive! FOR WHAT!!

  by Karen Brad November 1, 2005
  The doctors office called & said I tested positive to come in as soon as possable. I called & they won't tell me what I tested positive for & the soonest I can go is tomorrow morning. This is just F...ing great now I get to be scared allnight wondering. I am so angry right now I could sc...

• Back to a normal life

  by Karen Brad October 17, 2005
  I go back to work today. I'm realy ready to get out of here.Except I'll have to start wearing pants again. Being off for 2 weeks ment I spent most of my time in nightgowns & dresses. Nothing grand just simple comfy clothes. Of course in Jan I go in for my surgery then I'll be off for 2 mont...

• Surgery In Januray

  by Karen Brad October 13, 2005
  I talked to another surgen today. The one that did the testing on my colon. She agrees I should have it done. Myself I just want this over with. I'm tired of getting sick every few months. Theres pain & risk of it getting worse.  So this is what I want, for it to end. It's a simple thing. C...

• A Little More Clear

  by Karen Brad October 5, 2005
  Not being as full of anger & selfpity as I was yesterday when I left the hospital. I had to go back & pick up some things. I drove along Jefferson Ave which runs along Lake St Claire. It's not one of the great lakes but you can't see across. It was a realy nice day & I noticed how calm t...

• Hospital Rerun?

  by Karen Brad October 3, 2005
  Starting to sound like a broken record? It's starting to feel like one to me. I just got out of the hospital for Diverticulites. Again! Was there for three days. This is the third time for the same thing. This time thier going to operate in a couple of monthes. Getting old sucks!!

• Deleted

  by Karen Brad September 26, 2005
  I see I started another life story. I think I do that everytime I get drunk. Evan I'm tired of reading it & I don't want to finish it. Truth is I don't remember writing it, in fact I don't remember Friday night much at all. Wish I could forget Saturday I spent the day sick. But thank you f...

• Positive Outlook

  by Karen Brad September 19, 2005
  I'm in an office here in the hospital. They said I could use the pc since I'm up & the other guy in the room is still sleeping. The cancer has been removed & I go for other test soon. They will be looking from head to toe. But I feel good about the outcome. I love my sister but it wil...

• A Day To Myself?

  by Karen Brad September 6, 2005
  I don't often get 2 days off in a row. This weekend I had 3. I spent Sat. running around doing errands, shopping & other stuff. Sunday I did my wash, cleaned apartment & car. Then spent the evening visiting friends & family. I set up Monday to be mine. Allday!! Monday morning. I took ex...

• Fear & Life

  by Karen Brad September 1, 2005
  I'm having a hard time getting in to see my doctor. I over slept the first time & he cancelled the next 2. I just set up an appointmemt for next week. This has been going on for a month now. I have a lump where I'm not supposed to have one. I'm not shaking in my shorts but it is a little scary w...

• The Simple Pleasure

  by Karen Brad August 24, 2005
  I've been very busy lately & I haven't had time to realy dress. But some of the post I've been reading lately got me to thinking.  Today I don't have to be at work untill 6pm. So I took the time to dress nice. I'd allmost forgotten how good it feels to completely submerge myself in womens c...