Recent Entries

  • Dressed right now and loving it

    Today I'm editing those chapters I wrote so I can send them off to the publisher Monday morning.  That means a nice little paycheck.  What they don't know is that Meredith is working on it today!  Let's see here - a cute white lace bra (stuffed, of course), pretty bikini floral pantie...
  • Too much stress

    With these huge financial problems I have - brought on by underemployment - it's a wonder I have anything at all.  It's been a while since I've dressed.  My kid has been home all week (her school year ended and the summer daycare hasn't started yet), so I certainly can't do it now. Sometim...
  • Thanks, again

    There is so much I want to say.  I am NOT GOING TO STOP.  This is me.  I have been in touch personally with some of you lately.  Thanks for making me feel human.
  • I guess there's so much more

    I never really tried to understand why I'm a cd.  I do consider myself to be part of the tg community, obviously, but as to why - I don't care.  It's who I am.  But I cannot be fully out.  Being out would cause too many problems for other people, and they wouldn't deserve it.&nbs...
  • I moved back to the midwest after completing my doctoral coursework.  I was going to write my dissertation on that area and it made sense to just go home.  My and my gf broke up, and while we did have some sex, I was still somewhat deprived and made up for it a bit.  Then I became rea...
  • More background

    My panty collection at home was eventually tossed out (sob!) because I feared getting caught too much. I broke up with one gf while working on my Master's, then hooked up with another who was doing the same thing. She was quite petite, so getting into one of her skirts was difficult, unless it had a...
  • Background

    Like so many others, I wanted to dress when I was very young.  Panties were probably my first "love," but I certainly liked looking at skirts and dresses, too.  The shorter the better!  I come from a large family - 6 children (one now deceased) - most of whom were girls.  I didn'...
  • Thanks

    It's been almost six months since I came out to my wife as being cd.  I would have come out some time, but it was joining Trannyweb that gave me the courage.  I actually thought she knew for a few years, and as long as she didn't see it, then it didn't exist.  Then, back in December, ...