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    Hi Amy. I need you to help me to help you. Next time you log in here can you please answer this because I live in the UK and do not understand things that go on in the USA where housing is concerned. I have an idea that may get you out of your car and into permanent housing. I need to know if you ...
  • Laser Hair Removal

    So, I decided that after doing as much research as I could on the world wide web that I would try to minimize my beard using laser treatments. Why not electrolysis you ask? Electrolysis is a very slow process that can take years to accomplish. Lasers are quicker, less painful, in my opinion and depe...
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  • Some thoughts for the Holidays

    So this is Christmas.   My Grateful List:   1. i'm grateful i found this place and that you all have been so kind to me. 2. i'm grateful that I see a little bit more of marissa every day when i look in the mirror. 3. i'm grateful for the roof over my head and the food i eat. 4. i'm ...
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  • Am I really a girl doctor or just nucking futs?

    Well, here's that update I warned you about. Had my first meeting with my gender specialist. I like her a lot and she's one of the few gender specialist in Indiana. We actually had a video conference instead of my driving all the way to the other end of the state to meet her face to face. Her end of...
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  • One small step...

    Well, I came out ot work today to the HR person. It was unbeleiveably hard to start the conversation. I was on the verge of hyperventilating. It was almost like an out of body experience where I was outside myself while I was talking to her. Maybe that fact the she was a woman made it a little easie...
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  • The voice on the bar room floor...

    Well, I've spent a lot of time thinking about outting myself at work. I'm not sure how this will go. I could be fired on the spot because I live in a "fire at will" state and have no contractual agreement between myself and the people that I work for. I want to move forward with my transition and I ...
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  • The road less traveled

    While I'm sure what I say is not an epiphany for anyone, it may give you an idea of who I am and how I arrived at long last with all of you here. I knew I was different at age 4. I knew I was much happier playing with girls than I was with the boys. I broke my mother's heart when I asked for an e...
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