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  • Back on day shift.While I like working days better than afternoons my body was just getting use to not waking up so early. Now I feel like a zombie.I think the worst thing about afternoons is the fact that I never had time to wear anything but the gowns that I sleep in. I'd get up @ 10 & had to ...
  • Their bouncing around my hours at work again. I'm back on afternoons, 2:30 to 11. So I had to change my appointment times with my shrink. But now I can only see her once a month as she has no openings for earlier in the day. She still thinks I should go through with getting mones. Which is something...
  • Good Morning!!!Ok so I don't have cancer. What happened was that who ever read the C.A.T. scan measured the spot from a different angle than before. So since it's oblong & not round the numbers were bigger. The doctor that called me read the report without looking at the scan itself. The doctor ...
  • Good Morning!!I've calmed down a bit since getting the news. The spot in question has been there for sometime. I've been getting C.A.T. scans every 3 months. It started at 4mm & is now 1.6cm. Yes that is very small & found very early. They are not going to do the biopsy since they want to ta...
  • Doctor called he said thier pretty sure I have early stage cancer of the liver but won't know for sure untill they do a biopsy. So thats being set up.
  • Still on my first cup so if I make a lot of typos you know why.Have been looking for an for a doctor where I can get mones without going downtown. I called 2 & was told by both that they don't to that for that reason. Fine, whatever, I'll just keep looking.I've also been getting prices for laser...
  • Good Morning!!!Sorry that I haven't been posting anything in the forums, or evan adding a coment. But it's the meds I'm on. I seem to have no intrest in anything. Not happy or sad. I just don't care about anything. They give me time to get use to a dose than they raise it. I started at 50mgs than it...
  • Can't Sleep

    It's my fault I could hardly keep my eyes open at about 6 tonight so I made a cup of coffee. At least I don't have to get up early tomorrow.My shrink asked me when I want to start transition. I said NOW!!  She said she wants to help me through it. She talks like it's a fact, we're doing it, no ifs a...
  • Good Afternoon!! Yes I slept in for once.After going through treatment for hepititus, I was having my liver scanned every 3 months. The last time my doctor said that if it was still clear I could cut back to every 6 months. Well he just orderd another one at 3 months along with full blood work up. S...
  • It's about noon & I just woke up from a nap. It's been a long weekend & I injoyed it, but it's allmost over. I've found out that evan just knee-highs under your slacks in warm weather can feel very warm. But I couldn't take them off as I can't stand bare feet with my shoes on.I found out tha...