Recent Entries

• Bye For Awhile

  by Karen Brad May 6, 2005
  I,m trying to be happy but I can't. The shits over, I'm mostly out of the closet with my family now. It seems I should feel good but I don't. I don't know now how I feel about being TG. Like it lost something or I did. I want you all to know I love you very much. But I have to sort things out...

• Their Gone

  by Karen Brad May 4, 2005
  The shrink said I am not a sexual pervert. Also said he can't lable me TG after just one session. Well that was not the answer my sister & brother-inlaw wanted. They wanted me to be a sick person so they could present it to the rest of the family. When they started calling around to other family...

• I only have a min or 2

  by Karen Brad May 3, 2005
  I've had people calling me a sick faggot all night.They went throu my apartment like a storm pulling out dresses all my underclothes. They kept saying it was for my own good. Thet act like this is a part of my drug addiction. I am going to see a shrink today. I hope he'll tell them I'm not sick.

• My Last Blog??

  by Karen Brad May 2, 2005
  Could be. My family is very pissed. Not sure how much they know but I just got off phone. Their asking a lot of guestions. I don't know how to answer. I will be gone for at least 2 or 3 weeks. If I come back I'll talk then. Bye Karen   I can not stop crying. I don't want to go.

• Racism Sucks

  by Karen Brad April 30, 2005
  I went to pay my respects to Sandy with some people from work. When her family heard where we were from they asked which one was K. I said I was. I could see the anger on their faces. Then in a very loud voice one girl said "BUT YOUR WHITE" I guess Sandy had been talking about me at home. But I didn...

• A Sudden Death

  by Karen Brad April 21, 2005
  The girl at work that caught me with makeup on my eyes died Tuesday night. She said she wasn't feeling good but she was a healthy looking girl. She had a heart attack. This caught us all by surprise. She worked in quality controll so we had to work together a lot. She find problems I fix them. We ha...

• New Union Contract

  by Karen Brad April 18, 2005
  We are negotiating a new union contract at work. No I'm not a part of the commity. They pesented it to us at a meeting today. The company want to combine 2 classifications into 1. The techs & die setters. I'm second in seniority for techs. If we allow them to do this I end up on the bottom....

• It's A Monday

  by Karen Brad April 12, 2005
  Taking advice from Wendy & Nancy about makeup I was practicing. Trying not to make a mess of it & me. I'm blind as a bat without my glasses. But I have to take them off to do around my eyes. I took a few pics downloaded them, looked at them then deleted them. I wiped off lipstick & blush...

• Just a Few Things

  by Karen Brad April 7, 2005
  My little Tornado is turning out to be quite a friend at night when I get home. She's seems so happy to see me how could it not make me feel good. In the morning she waits for me to get up, then takes the bed & goes back to sleep. Not a morning dog. We've set up a space in the engineering dept...

• Thank you!

  by Karen Brad April 2, 2005
  I want to thank everyone for thier comments to my last blog. I don't know why I let things get to me like that. But I start feeling all this selfpity & I can't stand myself when I'm like that. Only one issue realy bothers me & I talked to a friend I'm going to dump it in her lap to see if I can g...