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  • a DAMN good friend

    I've not been feeling too happy cos i have a lot of things on my mind,but there's one friend here who always cheers me up with her kind words...even though she lives over 3,000 miles away in chicago.I mailed her today,basically telling her what was on my mind(sarah),and how i was feeling inside,cos ...
  • being there for someone

    Two good..and i mean GOOD friends have split up recently.To say i was shocked was an understatement when i heard,and i've tried to be there for both of them although it's been hard when i have things on my mind too..(sarah).I have spoken to both of them on different occasions,so in a way i can see i...
  • things were getting better....but

    Just when i thought things were getting better,this happens.I should have spoken to my friend sarah on the phone saturday for the first time.I was just as nervous as she was.I sent a message sayin i'd be home from 11 am and to call then,i waited til 12.30 then came out to check my mail.It seems as t...
  • happier

    I'm feeling a bit happier this morning...unlike last night when i felt as though everybody was having a pop at me cos of what i am,and wanting to go out "en femme".When i said i did'nt care,i meant about what people say...not what they think.(which i do care about).I think my mum was more shocked th...
  • why do i feel so sad

    well i`ve just had about the worst weekend ever!! firstly my mum found out i had been going out "en femme"and we had aquite a row.i was called a few unpleasant names,and accused of being selfish and only thinking of myself.It felt like i was being accused of not considering the feelings of the rest ...
  • thanx nena

    Well,a certain person was right,wasn't she? It was just before the august TM that nena said not to be nervous and you'll gain a lot of confidence from your first steps out "en femme" with others like you.I admit there were things i could have done a bit better but i'll know  next time...
  • words from the heart

    " Never saw the sun   Shinin so bright   Never saw things   going so right   Noticing the days   hurrying by   when you're in love   my how they fly"
  • a good day

    I'd planned on spending the entire day "en femme" cos i did'nt have to go out,so i got myself dressed,did my makeup and the like.I sat in front of the Telly to watch the england v wales match...football( boring game!) i'd been sat there for half an hour when the phne rang..it was mt brother who'd co...
  • things are looking good!

    At long last there may well be a change in my job situation! I went to a local agency for an interview,and things went very well.There were some cute girls working in the office..wish i could have been one of them,but i can't have everything.They let me loose on their system,which also uses mic...
  • my special friend!!

    I've not been very happy recently,what with the job situation...and my love life(morelike the lack of it),but being on TW has helped me a lot,as has the friendship of one particular girl who's not having things all her own way at the moment too.She's always there for me whatever....when i'm feeling ...