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• Do you want to be a polyester bride?

  by Meredith Newton April 15, 2005
  I love Liz Phair..... I can't believe how many hits my blog has. I haven't been saying much lately because there's not much than the usual. Her anger boiled over big time last Saturday and she literally shreiked at me. But I stood there and listened because she was getting it out. But I feel so b...

• I'm hanging on - and some major steps

  by Meredith Newton April 8, 2005
  First let me say thank you to all of you for your kind words. I'm passing the stunned/sad stage, getting through the angry stage, and am now ready to ream out the chairman (in a polite, calm way), tell him to take his potential future part-time work and shove it, and then calmly leave. Girls, I am n...

• Under the big black sun

  by Meredith Newton April 5, 2005
  I love that album I actually woke up yesterday feeling positive, even though I had insomnia the night which followed a little argument. But that's not the issue. Okay, here it is. I'm so embarrassed. My main school won't even interview me for the job. After all I've done for them. The students lo...

• I'm still around

  by Meredith Newton March 31, 2005
  Hi all, I know I have been very quiet lately. I've just not been in the mood for much. Easter weekend was all right, and almost disastrous. I'm supposed to lay off any booze but managed to find a way to have a little.  In my overtired state, combined with the booze, I acted stupid. Not in...

• Getting there

  by Meredith Newton March 23, 2005
  As I wrote in a forum posting, I told my mother about my being TG. She was totally supportive of it, and also totally surprised.  She had no idea at all. I guess I pull off the drab act quite well. Now what I want to do is finally get all dolled up and post my picture here. It's high time y'a...

• Why I've been gone.

  by Meredith Newton March 21, 2005
  My exile lately is not because I don't love you all anymore. I just stayed away because I didn't want to bring any more nonsense here. I know you all say "That's what we're here for," and "you can talk to us anytime," but doesn't it get tiring to hear the same crap from me over and over? I just figu...

• I'm still here

  by Meredith Newton March 18, 2005
  Hi girls, I'm okay. I think maybe I should come out of hiding and join you all again. I'm just not all that talkative these days, which means a lot of people would be shocked. Apparently I'm quite verbose. I'm sorry if I haven't been saying much to any of you, especially those who really need ...

• From exile

  by Meredith Newton March 15, 2005
  Hi girls, I hope to be back more full-time soon.  Right now I need this little self-imposed exile in order to straighten things out. I'm holding on to hope.  I'm just not myself these days, and that might actually be a good thing when you consider all the stupid stuff I've done lately, re...

• Might be away for awhile

  by Meredith Newton March 13, 2005
  Life does not like things to go good for me more than a day at a time.  I'm facing yet another serious crisis, so I'll probably be gone for a little bit.  Hopefully not more than a week.  If I can pop in, I will. But right now I need to put things right, and the chances of that are ve...

• And I'm back

  by Meredith Newton March 10, 2005
  I'll try to be brief.  Knowing me, though, it ain't happening. Had a terrible night's sleep Sunday.  Got up at 4:30 a.m. and jumped in the cab 20 minutes later. I was sooooo tired when I got to the airport.  I slept a little on the plane to Atlanta.  Then I had to drive about 2 ...