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  • 21 Sep 2014
    omg!!!!   a friend came round this afternoon, and asked if i wanted to go to the beach. she said she fancied one not far from me, a quiet little bay. sounded like a great idea, so i got some things together and off we went.   i packed my swimming costume, and a cotton dress to wear over the top, not really thinking i was going to use them, but hey, at least id have the option. as it happens, i did. i actually went swimming in my new swimming costume!!! i didnt bother with the dress, it felt amazing!!   im so so happy. i cant wait for work tomorrow. i had a lovely message from one of the drivers today, telling me not to worry, everyone there is really ok with it all, and that they admire me for following the path that i have to follow. i think i must be the happiest girl ever right now :)
    2621 Posted by Stephie Hughes
  • omg!!!!   a friend came round this afternoon, and asked if i wanted to go to the beach. she said she fancied one not far from me, a quiet little bay. sounded like a great idea, so i got some things together and off we went.   i packed my swimming costume, and a cotton dress to wear over the top, not really thinking i was going to use them, but hey, at least id have the option. as it happens, i did. i actually went swimming in my new swimming costume!!! i didnt bother with the dress, it felt amazing!!   im so so happy. i cant wait for work tomorrow. i had a lovely message from one of the drivers today, telling me not to worry, everyone there is really ok with it all, and that they admire me for following the path that i have to follow. i think i must be the happiest girl ever right now :)
    Sep 21, 2014 2621
  • 22 Nov 2013
    This is my first blog, ever!! but want to write it, so i can look back, and read it in time to come, and hopefully, give myself a little boost.   Ive finally realised i cant go on acting like its not real. i am me, the real me, not the mask ive worn each and every day for the last 30 years. its time i embraced, not hide. ive lived it seams for every one else, scared of upsetting people, feeling like a failure, a freak. i have finally grown to realise if i am to acheive any kind of happy ness i have to do something about it..   went to see doctor some time ago, and got refered to some local psyciatrist. turns out i knew her, she is one of our customers at work, but was so easy to talk, i didnt care what she thought of me, i was just happy to be able to talk about things. it help me to understand what it is i need to do, with in my self, and where i want to be. i want to look in the mirror and see who i feel, its been a life of acting the person i look, but now i am going to learn to be the person i am. i pray that one day, harmony will be acheived between my soul and my reflection.   next step is the laurels, its agony waiting, im told it could be a long while before i get an apointment. but at least the ball is rolling. :) xx
    775 Posted by Stephie Hughes
  • This is my first blog, ever!! but want to write it, so i can look back, and read it in time to come, and hopefully, give myself a little boost.   Ive finally realised i cant go on acting like its not real. i am me, the real me, not the mask ive worn each and every day for the last 30 years. its time i embraced, not hide. ive lived it seams for every one else, scared of upsetting people, feeling like a failure, a freak. i have finally grown to realise if i am to acheive any kind of happy ness i have to do something about it..   went to see doctor some time ago, and got refered to some local psyciatrist. turns out i knew her, she is one of our customers at work, but was so easy to talk, i didnt care what she thought of me, i was just happy to be able to talk about things. it help me to understand what it is i need to do, with in my self, and where i want to be. i want to look in the mirror and see who i feel, its been a life of acting the person i look, but now i am going to learn to be the person i am. i pray that one day, harmony will be acheived between my soul and my reflection.   next step is the laurels, its agony waiting, im told it could be a long while before i get an apointment. but at least the ball is rolling. :) xx
    Nov 22, 2013 775