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• omg!!!

  by Stephie Hughes September 21, 2014
  omg!!!!   a friend came round this afternoon, and asked if i wanted to go to the beach. she said she fancied one not far from me, a quiet little bay. sounded like a great idea, so i got some things together and off we went.   i packed my swimming costume, and a cotton dress to wear ove...
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• OMG so excited!!

  by Stephie Hughes July 2, 2014
  hello ladies   its been a while, but ill keep this short (ish) lol   im now living pretty much 60% me!! only not at work but that is very soon about to change.   ive been liasing with HR at the company i work for. she is amazing, and seems almost as excited for me as i am!! she ...
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• update

  by Stephie Hughes June 7, 2014
  its been a little while since my last blog, so figured i should do an update.   where do i start. well, ive had my first appointment at the laurels, which went well, and im now living more and more as me. "he" only really exists at work, i dont wear any of his clothes at all other than for wo...
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• oh dear!!!

  by Stephie Hughes February 12, 2014
  i met up with a good friend on sunday, spent the day in bude. was an amzing day, didnt go the whole hog as shes never met total steph, but im kinda tryin to ease her in gently. shes seen me with a bit of make up and casual clothes, (jeans, top but no wig, and not trying to "pass") but only in my fla...
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• first outing, in public!

  by Stephie Hughes February 8, 2014
  Hey girls, i have to share my day with you. it was such amazing fun.   i had to work this morning, so woke up, and the usual humdrum of getting dressed, brekkie, cuppa tea, then emerging into the world as martin. nothing exciting happened at work, as per usual, just the slow slog of normality...
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• passing or self accepting?

  by Stephie Hughes January 26, 2014
  ive been going out and about as kind of a hybrid lately, wearing fem clothes (not skirts yet), and a little make up, but in no way trying to pass. the reason for this is because i have a long way to go with my voice, and i dont want to not be able to talk.   the thing is, im not nervous, or s...
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• the best christmas ever

  by Stephie Hughes December 30, 2013
  im really not sure what im going to write here. ive just had the best christmas ive ever had. was so amazing. went to stay with my parents for 5 days. got there at 9pm christmas eve, and  was a bit nervous because its the first time ive seen them since i spoke to them, so wasnt really sure what...
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• my sis

  by Stephie Hughes December 7, 2013
  heya all, well, what a week! my sister came to stay for a few days. we havent really talked too much for many years, but shes my big sis, so i told her everything a little while ago.when she got here, everything was normal, not sure what i expected, but there was no mention for quite some time. fin...
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• how and when?

  by Stephie Hughes November 28, 2013
  i speak to my mum before work every day, usually talking about weather, or what we're doing today, but this morning she surprised me. im going to my parents for christmas dinner, i think they have booked a table for usall a t one of their local pubs. this morning she asked if i was going to be marti...
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• the start

  by Stephie Hughes November 22, 2013
  This is my first blog, ever!! but want to write it, so i can look back, and read it in time to come, and hopefully, give myself a little boost.   Ive finally realised i cant go on acting like its not real. i am me, the real me, not the mask ive worn each and every day for the last 30 years. i...
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