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• by Lucy Diamond March 17, 2005
  Two down, one to go. I found out that my dad is away this week so he won’t get his shock-horror email until Monday at the earliest (…and breathe). I was a bit nervy about him receiving the news but less so now, maybe by Sunday I will be again, but perhaps not so bad. I know what I’m doing is righ...

• by Lucy Diamond March 14, 2005
  Lucy D-day Today I emailed the letters I have written to my dad and brother, tomorrow I’ll post a similar one to my stepsister. An attack on all fronts. I now have to play the waiting game for them to reply. If they ever want to speak to me again that is. Reading through the letters last night I ...

• by Lucy Diamond March 10, 2005
  The unsent letter Today I wrote my dad "The letter", the one that tells him everything he needs to know about me but was afraid to ask. Well to be honest everything I have always been afraid to tell him. To say I am emotionally drained would be a serious understatement. I wrote from the heart, at...

• by Lucy Diamond March 6, 2005
  A maid in the parlour, a whore in the kitchen, no hang on that's not right... It’s been a very, very, VERY long time since I had a dinner party, well I mean more than one friend round to dinner at any one time, but tonight I broke the deadlock. Ann, Chris and Liz came round, that’s my friend, the...

• by Lucy Diamond February 27, 2005
  Testing the water I went to Mummy’s for dinner last night. Although she’s seen me dressed several times that was the first time I’d actually spent the whole evening there in Lucy mode. Always a chance she will have unexpected visitors but I wasn’t too bothered; I feel I can stop hiding from every...

• by Lucy Diamond February 22, 2005
  That was the year that was February 22nd, the date I joined Trannyweb, one year ago. Oh how my life has changed already, but more importantly, oh how I intend to change my life even more, oh how I have taken control to determine my own direction, the one that is right for me. I often wonder how ...

• by Lucy Diamond February 14, 2005
  A Valentine’s day message I was talking to my love, Pippa last night, as we do. As it turned midnight and valentine’s day was upon us the conversation turned towards our meeting, our friendship, our first night together, what the hell happened? It was something neither of us had really expected, ...

• by Lucy Diamond February 6, 2005
  Now where were we…? My cousin, Tracy came for dinner last night. I’m very fond of her, we’re quite close though I don’t get to see her that often as she lives about an hour away, and is a busy girl. However this week one of our relatives moved into the area, which means that Tracy will be visitin...

• by Lucy Diamond February 5, 2005
  I am here for a reason, not because I have nothing better to do… My apologies to Christina for posting on her blog by way of retaliation for being named and shamed for something I did not do. It was not my intention to argue about who the real Miss Spellings were, only to defend myself against su...

• by Lucy Diamond January 24, 2005
  A postcard from the lakes Pippa my love, thank you for a perfect weekend, again. Your promptly written blog touched me deeply, you are so sweet and I am so glad to have met you, and well, it’s all very moving. I’m sure most of you out there will have read the afore mentioned blog, so apologies i...