Recent Entries

• BDD vs T-shots

  by Kris McKinley March 29, 2019
  Hello, it's been a little while since I last posted. I've recently been approved of getting T-shots from my endocrinologist, but I'm still having some doubts on whether they'll be helpful or not. For those who don't know, I have BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder) so I'm a little worried once I take thes...

• Trans or just Sexist?

  by Kris McKinley January 11, 2019
  Hello everyone, I don't know if you remember me since it's been so long lol. I'm glad to be back though! I'm still in the writing business! I'm working on some things now and my current project is about a recurring nightmare I recently had. It's about me visiting myself as a male teenager and basica...
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• My Book

  by Kris McKinley December 18, 2017
  Hey everyone, wow, it's been a while since I was last on here. Not a whole lot new besides seeing a new counselor, but finally, this one is specialized in gender reassignment surgery and has many transgender patients so I'm glad to finally be seeing one. What I wanted to bring up was my book, actual...
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• Religion and Parent Problems

  by Kris McKinley July 18, 2017
  Been a while since I've blogged/ranted on here, but figure this is probably the best place to say this. I've been sort of halfway out for a while now meaning I've told my mom I'm transgender and cut my hair short, but I still can't tell my dad. For those who don't know, I come from a very religious ...
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• Small Rant

  by Kris McKinley September 17, 2016
  How is everybody doing? I just felt the need to rant a bit (again lol). I think I mentioned how my dad and I got dumbells so I could start lifting and I was wondering since he bought them if maybe he was accepting me (not really what this is about). I've been looking at workouts online and of course...
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• Good news and bad news

  by Kris McKinley August 31, 2016
  How's everybody doing today(night)? I just felt like blogging and thought I'd share that I finally got myself to practice driving and get comfortable behind the wheel of a car. I actually steered better than I thought I would so I'm hoping it just gets easier from here. If you read my recent blogs, ...
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• Denial or not?

  by Kris McKinley August 11, 2016
  Hello everyone, it's me again. Not sure I'd consider this a rant or just talking. I recently bought some weights for lifting which I've been planning to do for a while. Thing is, my dad went with me and bought them for me. He also seemed more than happy to get them. I can't tell if he realises why I...
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• Me vs. Gender Stereotypes

  by Kris McKinley August 2, 2016
  Just feeling the need to rant after realizing it's already August. (Time flies after high school). I told myself this would be the Summer I learn or at least start to learn to drive. Yes, I'm 25 and still have this horrible fear of driving. I am a nervous/paranoid person and for those who don't know...
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• FtM top surgery

  by Kris McKinley July 26, 2016
  How's everyone doing? I was just looking at pictures of people that got top surgery online and am wondering if it's really going to work for me... Anyone on here that got the surgery recommend it and completely satisfied with their results? I thought about chest binding, but I really wanted to just ...

• Venting

  by Kris McKinley June 27, 2016
  Didn't think I'd be blogging again already, but I need to vent about something. It may be TMI though so fair warning. I just got back from the gynecologist and had a bit of a struggle with something I found out I had recently. It's called Vaginismus. For those who do not know, it's basically se...
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