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• The end of the married road

  by Kari Johnson September 8, 2012
  My marriage has reached the end of the road.  My gender issues have presented an insurmountable obstacle which we cannot get through.  It isn't fair to force my wife to be a lesbian when she isn't.  She is going to give me time to save up some money and move out on my own.  I hav...
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• XX, XY, OH MY

  by Kari Johnson August 28, 2012
  Gosh where to start.  I have been doing a lot of thinking and a lot of research on gender and theories and it can leave your head spinning.  It is too easy for an individual to try to keep things objective and not try and read yourself into the theories that are abundant and plentiful.&nbs...
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• Acceptance is a long hard road

  by Kari Johnson August 1, 2012
  Truthfully I can say that being transgendered isn't an easy path.  There is so much fear that has crippled me over the years.  Denial has also played a huge factor in my life as well.  I don't want to be a transsexual woman or any other type of gender variant individual.  Yes I s...
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• I told my Mom

  by Kari Johnson July 12, 2012
  So on the 10th I called up my mom and told her that I have gender identity disorder.  She lives 3000 miles away so I really couldn't tell her face to face. I suppose for me this is just another part of finally accepting who I am.  I intend to tell my wife's family on a vacation trip later ...
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• What do I really want?

  by Kari Johnson July 7, 2012
  Juat thought I might take the time to make another post here and get some thoughts out of my own head.  I had a great talk with my wife the other night about my gender issues and we love each other deeply and don't want my problems to separate us.  We have been married for fifteen years an...
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• May maybe not

  by Kari Johnson May 21, 2012
  I really have a difficult time when going to the mall so i tend to stay away from them.  Its May and there are new fashions out for the warmer weather. If you are on the transgender spectrum which I suppose many who are on this site are, then you are looking at the women's fashions and wis...

• Tur,ning 43

  by Kari Johnson March 4, 2011
  Well I had another birthday recently and am now a bit older. Not much else has changed I never thooght that I would be 43 , married and still crossdressing, I cannot see any type as I typr this so please be easy on my spelling errors. I liike to type my words out plainly and correctly but for...

• Still The Same

  by Kari Johnson November 29, 2010
  I have tried to repress/supress all of my TG tendencies yet again only to again have to face that here I am and still the same person and my desires have not changed.  My wife stated that if I chose to continue to take hormones she would have to leave.  So you can guess what I did.  I still deal wit...

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  by Kari Johnson June 30, 2010
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• Starting hormone therapy today!

  by Kari Johnson July 1, 2009
  I have been to the endocrinologist and had my blood work done and now I am starting HRT. I have waited a long time for this I am going to be Tlog to keep a record of my progress. So we shall see whaat the road ahead brings.. karen.