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  • another day older and deeper in debt.

    St. Peter don't call me cuz I can't go. . I owe my soul to the company stoe. .  T. Earnie Ford.     SIXTY FOE tomorrow.  Wellll there goes that plan. .  I was not supposed to make it past 35,  not my plan but HER's  That's right i said HER.  Never could ge...
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  • another day older and deeper in debt.

    St. Peter don't call me cuz I can't go. . I owe my soul to the company stoe. .  T. Earnie Ford.     SIXTY FOE tomorrow.  Wellll there goes that plan. .  I was not supposed to make it past 35,  not my plan but HER's  That's right i said HER.  Never could ge...
  • Name change. .

     Hello?   It has been quite a while since even visiting here.   I finally went and dued it.  I changed my name legally to my prefered feminine name.  What a liberating act.  After years and years and years of being in the closit and worrying about how others might jud...
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  • 3 steps forward and ?? steps back. .

    Well Hello again family,   After accomplishing all that last month.  I decided it was time for some fresh air and of course a treat. I manage to 'earn' a free choise of a drink of any size or some basic food stuffs at starbucks.  Naturally I went for the frapicino.  giggle. &nbs...
  • OH My. .

    "It is Saterday night and I ain't got nobody" words to a song many years ago and far away. .   I have been reflectiing on this past week and I have accomplished soo much. Most of which was not goals but somehow I managed to accomplish..    First I might say. .I lost 16lbs so far thi...
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  • Wow what a day. .

    Hello Family, ya you too Rhonda. lol   What a day.  As I had decided I went en fem to see my shrink.  She manages my anti depression med.  I have been 'out' with her but she had never seen me enfem before.  I wore some skinny jeans, a new blouse that is cut like some scrubs...
  • A new idea inspirited by a utube posting

    Hello again? I had a reather uneventful day.  Most of which was spent on line, sigh   But I did see a unique u tube posting which gave me pause for thought.   It seems that I didn't have a morning routine. So I'd roll out of bed go to that bathroom take care of business, taking my g...
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  • the blues. .

    Hello Family?   I had a wonderful day yesterday!  It happened that I got a surprise appointment from a case worker.  I had a limited amount of time to get there.  I don't have a car so I had to use public transportation.  I normally spend the day at home when I'm there in f...
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  • And the beat goes on. .

    A lazy day until I jumped on the scale.  I almost had a heart attack. I made a new personal high. OUCH.  I went to visit my mother last month and she kept commenting on my weight.  I just blew it off.  Until I saw the prints from my brothers funeral.  I was as big as a house...
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  • And the beat goes on. .

    Hello Again;      I'm having some trouble with my laptop 'puter today.  I keep loosing this page after starting this entry.  UGH.       I had an interesting day yesterday.  I learned some valuiable lessons regarding feminine ediquite.  It started...