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• Sleep forever

  by Lorelei S. June 21, 2013
  Well there goes my job out the window. This is like one big long horrible nightmare. Every time I begin feeling good about myself something terrible happens that knocks me back to square one. I wish that I could either sleep untill this whole thing is no longer a nightmare or wake up from the night...
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• Figuring things out sucks

  by Lorelei S. June 9, 2013
  So I talked with my father for a while today. From how he speaks he is one step away from disowning me. He does not support this, he does not like it, and he does not ever want to talk about it again. Figuring out how he would react, not a good idea. *hangs head* I feel like I let so many people dow...
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• My bank account hates me

  by Lorelei S. June 9, 2013
  So I went out yesterday. Took wolfy to Madison had mom drive thinking I might get a little alcohol in me. We stopped In at a Walmart and did what girls do best. We spent money on some very cute things. $150. On the way home I felt more natural than I had ever felt in my whole life. I was wearing a p...

• Freedom!

  by Lorelei S. June 3, 2013
  so today started out as an average Sunday. i woke up laid in bed, then wolfy came into my room and 'woke' me up. i got on some girly pants and some heels and took her to donate blood. they could not find her vein so somehow i was talked into it. so here i am for half an hour in a bus with my tights ...
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• A step in the right direction

  by Lorelei S. May 30, 2013
  So my roommate, mom and GF decided to go outfit some running around. They bribed me with icecream... So anyway I'm in the car expecting it to be a quick once through the drive through so I kicked on some heels and hopped into the back seat. We get to the icecream shop and I guess we decided to go in...
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• felling stuck.

  by Lorelei S. May 27, 2013
  for the longest tim i was stuck doing research about how i felt what i wanted to do, how i wanted to get there. i spent most of high school figureing it out, most of college trying to ignore it, and now i am accepting it and opening up following the path i want for me. i feel like ive again gotten s...
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• Asshole friends

  by Lorelei S. March 27, 2013
  So I found out today that the one who is supposed to be my best friend outed me to his entire imediate family. That jerk told them something that was none of their business and he did it with out thinking about my feelings or even asking me if I would be ok with Him telling other people about it. Th...
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• coming out

  by Lorelei S. March 17, 2013
  so this weekend had been fun. i wore my outfits this whole weekend. my mom's reaction has been mild, untill she brought my sister over. she kinda let my sister have the freakout for the two of them. the freakout was much bigger than moms but still less than i expected, i hope they dont tell my fathe...
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• clubbing

  by Lorelei S. March 15, 2013
  so i am going out today with my GF and we wil be going to the club that i told some of you about. i hope i find that the club is friendly to people like us. but we shall see. i am beng a coward though because i am not going as me but i i will be checking it out to see if it is a good place to go out...

• Thanks

  by Lorelei S. March 10, 2013
  Late yesterday, really early today for some of you, my girlfriend and I had some pleasant conversations with some of you. I would sincerely like to thank those who participated. We got to talking afterward and some hurtful things where said by both of us, and I just finished calming her down after a...
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