Recent Entries

  • Transition Update

    Hi, Its been a while since my last proper update. Well, I have been living full time now for over two and a half years. I have been on hormones for over one and a half years. Although I changed my identity 6 months prior I "officially" went full time on 1st Jan 2009.   Hormones have been exce...
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  • My Housemate problems in a nut shell

    When I woke up today and went down the stairs I noticed the kettle was on. I looked inside and it only had enough water for one cup, so naturally I filled it so there was enough for 2. My housemate promptly burst into outrage with objection. I said that I only filled it sufficiently for 2 cups and s...
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  • How I is now :)

    A lot has happened! After a year of harassment of being called a paedophile, threats of my vehicle being petrol bombed and general abusive comments from my neighbours they were evicted. However, abuse from other neighbours continued. Whilst crossing a foot bridge over a river 2 young lads threatened...
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  • Testing

    Just testing. Now I have internet in my new home I will see how I get on with blogging again :)
  • Mile Stone

    Hiya,I went to CX last week, had my bloods done to see how the finasteride is affecting my system. She seemed suprised I hadn't started hormones yet, I said it was because I had to give up smoking for 3 months and here I am! She said, well I dont need to give you another approval, your last letter t...
  • 2010

    Hiya, I haven’t blogged for sometime so here’s a progress update. I celebrated living as Penny for 1 whole year on New Years Eve with a feeling of happiness and self-satisfaction. It’s been the best year in my life so far and it has also been the worst for other reasons. I’m really happy with my sel...
  • A response

    Hiya, I've had a response from my sister to which I also responded. I feel it is only fair to everyone who read my initial letter that I post these responses to show how things are going but I must acknowledge a feeling of apprehension so I will see how i feel about posting the responses at it progr...
  • A big step.

    Hiya,Since I started living full time I havnt had one thought of suicide. I put that down to actually dealing with "the problem". However, the last few weeks I noticed I have gotten into old bad habits ie becoming a hermit, its kind of like, i cant exist in the real world because no one un...
  • 2nd Visit to CX

    Hiya,I had my second visit to CX today. It went really well and I have my second approval. I need to give up smoking for 3 months before they will allow me to start hormones so I should start in January. I said if I had of known there was a 3 month retention on giving up smoking I would have given u...
  • Hiya! A lot has happened since I last blogged...

    Its been 6 months now since I have been living full time. All the pieces are falling into place and my life has started to come together.Some of my biker friends invited me to join facebook so I could view all of the photos taken during the partying so I did. I now feel I am back in the loop and hav...