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• New frontiers and dreamlike states

  by Faye Morrow February 24, 2013
  As i enter my third week on hormones i started wondering about the effects they would have on me and my life. Now i know that hormones affect you in many wonderous ways. They help develop the female body you craved since you knew the difference berween boys and girls. You will change body shape grad...
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• the GS PP's weekender Day 2

  by Faye Morrow March 4, 2012
  The previous day was a mad rush. Being with Debbie and Monique at their makeovers and then going to Pink Punters had been a whirlwind. I had been asleep roughly 4 hours when i heard knock at my door. "Can i clean your room?" came the female voice. "No thanks." came my dishevelled reply. i woke up ...
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• The GS PP's weekender day one.

  by Faye Morrow February 26, 2012
  When you meet someone for the first time there is always a nervousness to the occasion. You ask yourself questions, "will they like me? will i like them? Are they prettier than me?" (well maybe not the last one!) On the weekend end of the 24th/26th February i met four of the kindest, funniest and pr...
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• acceptance

  by Faye Morrow November 15, 2011
  After many years of uncertainty and regret i have finally come to terms with myself. self acceptance if you will. i have seen my therapist twice as myself now and i am certain that i am making the right choice. i am choosing to live full time but it will be on a gradient. no more rushing in pan...
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• The herbal way

  by Faye Morrow April 25, 2011
  A few months ago i decided to try herbal hormones. i wanted to see if there were any improvements i could make, whilst waiting for a referal to see the gender Identity clinic, to my body and lifestyle. i wanted to grow breasts and soften my skin. i thought i would, in moderation, try some well ...
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• Sunday drive

  by Faye Morrow July 4, 2010
  today i actually went outside for a drive. i was so nervous but really it was absolutley wonderful. i almost crashed into a police car and i got a smile from a lady crossing the road. i hope it was a smile anyway. going out is a huge deal and i feel like i've accomplished something. i will pop d...

• going through it again!

  by Faye Morrow July 2, 2010
  "i think therefore i am." I wish it were that easy for me.I've been thinking an awful lot this last week. i'm having what i can only call my "breakout phase!" Trouble is i used to have these phases every few months but this one is almost a year in the making.I have repressed myse...